Hope you’re all having a great Saturday.
So this post has nothing to do with make-up, but it does have something to do with beauty.
This week has been a great one, so many things have happened that have made me very happy. However, behind all of it, there has been something bothering me. Something that has been weighing on my shoulders. It’s just that, my weight.
Last weekend was my friends birthday party, it went from being a water gun fight in the park to a pool party. When I saw that it had changed to a pool party, my heart sank. I knew I wouldn’t be able to go, I knew I would choose to not got. Her and her friends are all so pretty and skinny, and I am not. I chose to miss out on her birthday party, because of my weight.
And I feel horrible.
Now this doesn’t mean that I’m going to turn this into a weight loss blog (because honestly I’ve started too many of those that always fail), but I do want to make a change.
There’s so many things that I want to do, that I don’t do because of my weight. Like starting a YouTube channel, I’ve been wanting to do that for a while, but I’m to afraid to show my fat face and take all the negative comments. I’ve also wanted to go zip lining, but am too afraid that the line won’t hold me.
I’m tired of feeling this way, I need to make a change. I want to feel beautiful again.
Does anyone have any tips?